random floating thoughts

it's intriguing how some people actually want to hold on to some things too much, too hard, too tightly, that they don't realise that they've been letting things slip past unknowing fingers... or suffocate it. and then the remorse of the matter push them to clutch at it harder at the next opportunity.

it's like you're so blinded with how to cherish what that you don't actually see the where of the entire matter. which can be quite stupid, since sometimes, what you are searching for may be right beside you, neglected as you question the "how?". that's why i say, live life the way you want it. don't think too much. don't question. and live life like the world will end tomorrow. and to learn to let go when the time comes around, or at the climax, just to not see it all deteriorate. maybe it's just me; to have not found something so worth cherishing that giving it up would... i don't know. when you know it is perfectly futile to even hope. maybe something like love?

it scares me that something could have such potential to hurt.

but i guess, for matters as such, it would be good while it lasts.

to die proudly is when you can no longer live proudly.