when i'm saturated, i need to condense. and here, i release pent up energy and allow myself to turn from high-energy gas to lower-energy liquid. welcome to my point of saturation.

Sunday, April 11, 2004

lethargic

wah... today's prolly the only day of my three-day long weekend i'd stay at home. then i think i'll slack. cannot. want to go library... somehow the time just seems to pass more productively. must be like shieh yuan. drop whatever you haven't completed in the past. do whatever's important now. yeah. so i shall do my trigo first. *scrunches up face* everyone knows i hate trigo.

hm... let's see. good friday. was good. haha. went ice skating. yay, now i have another student on my list of students. very fun. goawd, i just realised how much i missed the ice-rink. but when we reached there, it was like... flooded. not that bad lah. just that when i skate, i can see a trail behind my skates. wa kao. fell down once that day. tripped over him. wah. his pants got soaked lor, in the water. and so many many people fell down also... siao bo. and when they finally re-surfaced the ice, we skate aboutthen minutes then had to leave le.

hmm... then yesterday went down to pa after a long long break. wah... the new zhongyin sheng finally arrived. and suay suay on the week that my throat dcmi. wah. like, i blow blow blow, cough cough cough. in the end ended up with a cough and a parched throat worse than i even started out with. sian bo. then had dinner with the rest at the hawker center near parkway. wah... miss dinner with them so much. and it's only been like, three weeks. haiz.

read meishi's blog. totally garee with her on the point that our lives cannot revolve around nelchaenens. the nels and YL-nite is taking up all my time... and even after YL-nite, i think stuff like bike hikes and atlantis and stuff will eat up all my weekends. CANNOT!!! i even quit school co for OAC le... not that i was ever considered a part of it lah... but you know. don't believe this. gave up a chance to perform in the esplanade concert hall again for a chance to perform at some yacht club. *dsh* pengz. and i'm switching CO performance for a DANCE performance... wah kaoz. but i'm having fun.

which brings me back to why i like to hang out with the nels so much. it's like, always so happy. and so much to talk about, even just slacking with them feels nice... haiz.

i think i really need to go to the library. got stacks of homework to do and zero productive time at home.







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