danger: biohazard

bleargh. i twisted my ankle again. thatw as. erm yesterday. applied medication and wondered why in the world the swelling didn't go down, but instead, the swollen part looks fatter, and i think it's purple isn't it? haiz. apparently, even in applying external chinese medication, there are some rules to abide by. haiz. it seems that i put the medication to increase blood flow to the injured area. some medicine that should be applied only after the swelling goes down. haha, i applied it yesterday after my ankle was swollen, coz i figured it was just a milder form of the wet yellow THING. it has been thus proven that the yellow THING is to stop the swelling, and the other, more comfy one is to increase activity. so what i effectively did was to make blood rush to the broken capillaries in my ankle and increased the swell.

i think she has to be bled to decrease the swelling. it may take more than a month for it to go down.

bravo.

haiz. i'm starting to feel like really stupid. like what in the world. haiz. and my efficiency's finally picking up in studying. that's good. consdering i have a chem test tomorrow that i totally do not feel like studying for. chem equlibria and reaction kinetics. not safe to skip studying for. will read through the notes. tonight. i promise. haha.

don't feel up to blogging much.

OH! tml's my birthday. happy birthday to me...








1 more day to my birthday.
2 more days to yanliang's arrival.
10 more days to my grade 8 practical exam.

"sixteen going on seventeen"

oh cool, so they were published after all. bleargh. then there'll be like repeats. aiyah, heck care le la. to the pple out there, bear with the repeats yeah. lol.

fireworks

blogged once in the afternoon, but it refused to load. bloody hell. i'll keep this one short...

went to watch the fireworks just now, enjoyed the fireworks, but not really myself yeah. coz it was a bit awkward... haiz. i was like quiet a lot of the times, and enjoyed being quiet. talking on auto mechanism isn't fun. really. it sucks. coz i just wanted to be quiet.

there were so many people at marina square... haha, had to da bao then sit there and eat; just queueing up alone took about half an hour, or more... hmm, about eight tracks on my cd. haha. guess it would be mighty dumb to go alone, but somehow, i wished i had. to be alone in a crowd. that would feel so liberating. and it would have saved a lot of trouble that i'll rather not bring up. bleargh.

hm, yesterday went out with kel for a dinner then movie. haha, caught twin effects II. it's a good movie for the fun-loving, trust me on that. have good looking actors/actresses, humour, interesting characters, nice costumes. the plot is a bit simple la, but they had awesome concepts for weapons. real cool. haha. prolly won't work out in real life, but it's the kind of weapon a weiss kreuz RPG player would love to design. haha. awesome. and the humour, and feminism. lol. it's a bit gay ah, but it's definitely good. haha. not just to the yaoi lovers. even to the gay-haters, it's a movie that will make you love and hate the gayness in it.

hmm... then i think i'm starting to get dark rings le, coz chiong pw like siao the past few days. lol. only to have that ms chua person delay the deadline by ONE WEEK. almost went berserk. but i guess it;s a blessing in disguise. if we pia with the rest of the class, we'll be done with our second draft by the time they're done with their first. so that's good la. haha.

don't really have much to say, coz i ramble so much in the afternoon le. use up all my inspiration le. it's always like this. when you're frustrated or feel stongly about smth, you remember it. and when you've recorded it down, it just whooshes out of you. and you feel at ease and liberated from those thoughts. haha. which is why i 'blog' in my graffiti book now. haha. so prolly will just update time to time up here le, since whatever i feel strongly about will go in my graffiti book first... lol.

nothing much to say le...







3 more days to my birthday.
4 more days to yanliang's arrival.
12 more days to my grade 8 practical exam.

"you3 yi4 tian1 ni3 hui4 zhi1 dao4, ren2 sheng1 mei2 you2 wo3 bing4 bu2 hui4 bu4 tong2..."

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it always happens this way. whenever i don't make a copy of what i type, it refuses to load.

the above msg was sent in once without a copy made, and it didn't get through. i'm going to make a copy of this particular entry now. if it gets thru, i'm gonna seriously murder someone.

hate it when i make an effort to type an essay to update, then it doesn't get through. argh.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it always happens like this. whenever i don't make a copy of what i type, the comp will refuse to load the published page............. argh.

BLEARGH.

twin effects II -- a must watch for the fun loving

went a bit mad and bought the leslie cheung cd three days ago. like his songs... lol, especially the jin zhi yu ye soundtracks. haha. i'd say it's kel's credit and fault all at the same time. haha.

these past few days been bee-sy. bee-sy as a bee. haha. for weds, thurs and fri, i survived on a total of approximately eight hours of sleep in total. to all people out there who are losing sleep over work, or anything else, this is bad for health. nothing is worth this yeah, except maybe to make tidus and his team become stronger, and complete ffx asap. haha. but fact is, i haven't got much time to play... anyway, those three day's of lack of sleep were a curse and blessing at the same time. haha, coz we were the only group, i think, who submitted our written report draft one on friday. that ms chua person actually extended the deadline lor. by ONE WEEK. i was like BLEARGH!!! but then, on the other hand, by the time the rest get their first draft out, we'll be on our second draft le. so it's like a blessing in disguise.

went out with kel last evening for dinner and a movie in an early celebration of my birthday. haha. went to watch twin effects II. it was a good movie, in the sense that it had all the elements needed. but the plot was a bit simple la. haha. but there were good looking girls, good looking guys, humourous characterisations, nice costumes, lots of humour, and really gay sutff, like pink and purple armour. i think you should really really watch it if you want some fun. anyway, i enjoyed myself a lot, kudos to him. haha.

went home and got pretty upset by my father though. i can't believe what he said. upset me so much, i couldn't stop crying. bleargh. i hate my tear glands man. must be eyes too big le, then more area in contact with atmospheric air, make my eyes dryer easier. then naturaly must tear more lor. whatever. i just hate crying. makes me so helpless. sommore i woke up today with puffy eyelids. so ugly lor. i mean, it's prolly not visible. but i still think it looks ugly. heng no eyebags. haha. getting vainer by the day.

then i didn't realise that today is like three days from my birthday. haha. like got no big deal anymore. haha. BUT!!! yan liang's coming back in FOUR days. haha. let's hope he's free enough to come down to pa for prac on saturday. haha.

pa has quite a few newcomers. and we've got a new instructor!!! for the cellists and bassists. that's good. huang laoshi said he'd try to get a plucked-strings instructor too... didn't mention about the wind. haiz. haha. but nvm, sheng got me. haha. so ego all of a sudden. stephanie's really good too. picks up stuff real quick. and the other gaoyin sheng guy also pretty good. such a pity he can't read the manuscript, so must transcribe for him. yay. i can see the sheng dept slowly coming back up. hope there's another zhongyin sheng though... then 2,2 we'll be quite strong. haha. the dizi is a bit crap now though. qinglun and yuanxu are like supporting them all. mingwei he crap la, always never turn up for dazu, then xiaozu also sometimes got see him, sometimes nv see him. plus, xiaozu he's playing the gaoyin sheng lor. craaaaaaaaaaaaap. then rit, haiz, don't even feel like saying la. the xuan yue, i'm not really sure what's going of, then the pluscked strings is looking better and better each time i turn up. yay. haha.

guess that's all for the updates.







3 more days to my birthday
4 more days to yanliang's arrival.
12 more days to my grade 8 practical exam.

"為何你不懂　
只要有愛就有痛
有一天你會知道　
人生沒有我並不會不同"