rejuvenated

actually, i figured i feel more angry and bitter than sad. therefore, i resolve to be less bitter. or maybe i can stay bitter and refuse to talk. whatever. at least i'm not sad, yes? haha, picking up on my econs tutor's habit on saying "yes". i used to say yeah. haha. i think she's damn cute. cute in the fierce, sarcastic way. haha, her voice so sharp and her face so sweet and she's so... intriguing. or interesting. whichever way sounds more wrong. whatever.

then i didn't cry after the weekend coz i promised i won't anymore. see? hm... then this week was... fine lah.

sunday i mugged at the library and went for a hair trim. after which no one could tell the difference that my hair was cut anyway. haha. then had a good long talk with tess. gawd, i miss those days man. so long never chat with her le.

monday... went pass.

tuesday, i went for the appointment with doc. didn't see ruth kam. saw that male doc, i think dr. teo wee siong or smth. even the doc had to have the same name as the principal. then he wrote me this note for the teacher.

"she can do light normal duty, but should refrain from strenuous activities and exercises."

bam. bye bye YLTC. the teacher like so damn strict where can accept? kaoz. even can accept i go there sit down and look pretty... be a doll. maybe a rag-doll. or a pin cushion. whatever man. shit, make me feel so happy for nothing. but whatever the case, i'll still get huifen to persuade him for me. if it come down to writing a parent's letter, i'll get it done. don't feel like missing yl, all of a sudden. just feel so strongly for it leh.

haiz. but whatever lah. life goes on.







"if Silence fell and shattered into a million pieces, what would the sound be like?"