when i'm saturated, i need to condense. and here, i release pent up energy and allow myself to turn from high-energy gas to lower-energy liquid. welcome to my point of saturation.

Thursday, March 11, 2004

back in action.

hey yoz!!! blogger! missed you... *huggles compy*

was busy this past week, so didn't have time to blog at all... erm. maybe if i multi-task, but yeah, you get the idea. wah... wanted to blog yesterday, but so shag, i didn't. hm, this past week ah, basically two things. GP project and YLTC.

so... here is yesterday's entry, written in CS... for playing cards [erm. rmbr, approximately a month ago? yeah. that.]

writing this in CS. fack. i thought the teacher had forgotten about it... who knew? see? crime doesn't pay...

dogbert: why do you read?
dilbert: to gain knowledge. knowledge is power.
dogbert: but power corrupts. and corruption is ancrime. and crime doesn't pay. if you go on reading, you'll be BROKE!!!

*gasp* wadeva. okay, so i haven't exactly blogged for very long, huh? hmm, last week, i went to see that lock-guy [the PE teacher who is in charge of YLTC. incidentally, the teacher-in-charge for OAC as well. duh.] so apparently, all that mattered to him was what "the professionals" say.

angela: i will refrain from strenuous activities.
lock: but the doctor specifically said no.
angela: i will tell the instructors when i feel discomfort.
lock: i am one who knows about the camp and i know it'd be strenuous.
JD: but kayaking is not a cardio-centric (or whatever that word maybe) activity and it shouldn't be too stressful...
lock: look, are you a conoeist?
JD: yes, sir.
lock: i mean, a qualified canoeist.
JD: no, sir...
lock: look, i am a qualified canoeist and a PE teacher. i know what is strenuous and what isn't...

blah blah... and he actually drove us out of the PE department office... kaoz. like, bam. er. yeah. so. no YLTC. closed case. bah.

that day, we had the last pre-camp session. did some first aid stuff and carried people around. haha. tried the fireman's lift on meishi. buahaha. ddn't get a chance to drop her tho. pity. then we were copying stuff like crazy. wah. to think i actualy volunteered myself to be the secretary at first. thank you, wu hui. then we did mass roll-call again, group roll-calls as well. wah. then the instructors told us we owed them a total of 2000+ count... can't remember the exact number. some 2511 or something. first time i heard huifen shouting. wah. no wonder they all tell me she's a very scary person. budden the moment mass repay count session started, i was dragged away. i don't mean sitting out. i mean tze hwee and jizheng asked me out for a date at tchs.

angela: when can i go back?
tze hwee: when the repay counts session is over.
anglea: *major sweat*

so they tol me basically that i can run for OAC, tho' it's up to te nelchaenens to vote. miao. then also put it cao firmly that i can't go for YLTC. very firmly. no space for egotiation, no space for parents' letter. gah. felt like crying. but i didn't, coz i promised. then i went back anyway. wanted so much to join them, but huifen banned me from going anywhere near them. so i did quad squats and twinkles. haha, realised that when there is something to occupy you, quad squats don't seem that difficult, haha. then after that was the PM session. navajos had 133% attendance. a haha!!! we all ate pears. haha. then they gave out the camp booklets. [i recieved one too, tho' i'm not going for the camp.] then suddenly miss them a lot a lot. regreted not going for more pre-camp sessions... haiz.

wah then the ultimate was the next day man. after i basically resigned to my fateless-ness with OAC [according to jizheng], i went to see rehab doc.

doc: you do sports?
angela: yes.
doc: you can go back to your sports now.
angela: er... okay.
inner angela: argh!!! no!!!! what's happening?! gargh... #@$%!^&*

you get the idea. wah. cao pissed off... super super gek sim leh. then i also sian diao liao. never even bother to get letter from him. haiz. ask me not to get angry how can?

wait... CS is over... i think i go join the nelchaenes for PT, then dash home for piano. the theory see liao then cao sian. damn difficult paper. kaoz. why the previous ones so easy one? cheat my money.


that was yesterday. haha. guess what? i'm back in action. haha, i'm going for YL after all... so happy. just bought stuff for YL after school today. then ran 2.4 km. haha, so cheng2 jiu4. managed it in 15+ minutes. okay, that's lousy. but considering i haven't run for a year, that's an awesome maintenance of stamina. haha. yay. but quite chiat lat now... stress, can't find the stuff needed for the camp. haha, i don't even feel half as stressed over homework. dedicating my time to YL a lot now. hm, takes my mind off the upcoming exam. siao. same day leh, the camp and the exam. that's... on saturday. for both.

hm, but that lock person cao du-lan also. first say can, then now say must seriously consider... like WTF?! it's two days from camp... he may stop me from going for the expeditions. but he cannot stop me from attending the school-based sessions...

this week, the GP project also very xiong. me and meishi stayed up for two nights, running, to rush out the project. but then again, now that it's done, haha... so shuang. feels so nice. like we did a good job. haha.

hm. had so much to say before. but now my mind is full of YLTC, and how i'm oing to be able to find all the stuff before the camp. i have one more day to gather twigs, buy ziplocs, get clothes, find essentials, and what not.

damn fun.

"i was left to cry there, waiting outside there, grinning with a lost stare... that's when i decided, why should i care?"