lethargic

wah... today's prolly the only day of my three-day long weekend i'd stay at home. then i think i'll slack. cannot. want to go library... somehow the time just seems to pass more productively. must be like shieh yuan. drop whatever you haven't completed in the past. do whatever's important now. yeah. so i shall do my trigo first. *scrunches up face* everyone knows i hate trigo.

hm... let's see. good friday. was good. haha. went ice skating. yay, now i have another student on my list of students. very fun. goawd, i just realised how much i missed the ice-rink. but when we reached there, it was like... flooded. not that bad lah. just that when i skate, i can see a trail behind my skates. wa kao. fell down once that day. tripped over him. wah. his pants got soaked lor, in the water. and so many many people fell down also... siao bo. and when they finally re-surfaced the ice, we skate aboutthen minutes then had to leave le.

hmm... then yesterday went down to pa after a long long break. wah... the new zhongyin sheng finally arrived. and suay suay on the week that my throat dcmi. wah. like, i blow blow blow, cough cough cough. in the end ended up with a cough and a parched throat worse than i even started out with. sian bo. then had dinner with the rest at the hawker center near parkway. wah... miss dinner with them so much. and it's only been like, three weeks. haiz.

read meishi's blog. totally garee with her on the point that our lives cannot revolve around nelchaenens. the nels and YL-nite is taking up all my time... and even after YL-nite, i think stuff like bike hikes and atlantis and stuff will eat up all my weekends. CANNOT!!! i even quit school co for OAC le... not that i was ever considered a part of it lah... but you know. don't believe this. gave up a chance to perform in the esplanade concert hall again for a chance to perform at some yacht club. *dsh* pengz. and i'm switching CO performance for a DANCE performance... wah kaoz. but i'm having fun.

which brings me back to why i like to hang out with the nels so much. it's like, always so happy. and so much to talk about, even just slacking with them feels nice... haiz.

i think i really need to go to the library. got stacks of homework to do and zero productive time at home.







"love! actually..."

of headaches and backaches

ouch. wow, that must be the best word ever developed by convention. headache, ouch. backache, ouch. ab-ache, ouch. quad-ache, ouch. haha. ouch. crazy.

ran a fever yesterday. today, my temperature reads 33.68 degrees celsius. what in the world is happening? i understand that the body goes through changes that are hard to explain during puberty, but hello, angela, are such oddities accounted for? haiz. don't know what the world is coming to le. then i think i'm very clever. must be. just recovered from backaches and quad-aches from overkill of PT two days ago, and i went and danced for two-plus hours non-stop. haha. but it was fun lah.

alvin and saykai must be the most enthusiastic choreographers i've ever seen. every single move must be stylo and must have one move per count. hello. there are a few girls doing the guys part... not tiring at all. i mean, the dance itself is fine, but the course of practising is shit. today, i think i must have gone through the dance like twenty-over times. dance until i damn blur le. haha, but it was still very fun. and the dance looks quite nice. kudos, alvin! bansai, saykai! ohoh. and the female choreographers also very zai, tho i haven't seen much of the girls' moves.

but the result of that? quad-ache, arm-ache and headache... haiz. and just when i thought my headache was gone...

then today was the day of the much apprehended physics lecture test... if i pass, it'll be a saving grace on my grades. this test confirmed my absolutely lousy time management skills. bah. not a happy event at all. so many careless mistakes and no time to rectify them. haiz.

miao. and i'm downloading songs again. haven't done that for such a long time, coz got not motivation... haha. sore throat's not going away... haiz. then somemore keep singing and singing with libin. i think i sound horrible. but heck. i shall be a bit more thick-skinned. if no one complains, i'll just go on... haha.







"i know it's not much, but it's okay -- keep on movng on anyway."

happy.

oh. oh. wei leong and qian jun agreed to do the skit!!! oh my god, i think i'll die of relief. haiz. thought we'd have to sub wei leong and qian jun for sometwo else. tho' we coulda gotten someone to play the role la, but i sorta agree with angell that it wouldn't be as funny if we had gtten someone [or some-two] else. hm. so very heng.

and i simply love wu ding. it's so nice... haha.

and i think it's just wonderful. i think i'm such a happy person that i'll always be happy le. angela is either happy or pissed. haiz. dunno whether to laugh or cry man. dunno what i'm trying to say also.

i think i'm giving up on trying to make my shirt straight with it tucked in. so while shieh yuan and huishan try out their methods of velcro and press-studs, i'll stick to the more conventional way of tuck out, fold in, and safety pin it down. haha, big diff from how i used to always wear my uniform. i was the standard man. wah. i odn't think any of the gumi would think i was wearing my uniform the sub-standard way.

the physics lecture test is coming up day after tomorrow. and i've near to never done my physics tutorials. kaoz. haha. what can i say? i think i'm slacking and slacking and slacking... how? how? shit...

did crunchers just now. the up-and-hold way. the rg-squash way. wah... held until the 90-th second then cannot take it le. then did like six sets then cmi le. haiz. sit-ups are so much simpler in comparison. and i think my leg really dcmi. almost continued with the sprain-my-ankle-every-march/april legacy of two years. thank goodness i didn't. then run one round around the track then cannot make it le. at this rate i'll never be able to pass my 2.5 km for NAPFA. and i'll never be fit enough to be even height-element/sea chief/land chief. much less QM. how? how?

super sian. i think i'll be the only nelchaenen failing napfa. don't want!!!

oh. YL-nite preparations are coming up pretty well. the publi-com got the invites printed le. so pretty. and the envelopes are coming up very well. the old dance is done. the place is booked. the ***** event is done. the song-groups are settled. now, we have to settle the new dance, the skit, the full run-thru and the emcee speech. not a lot, but not too little. at least there's progress. and say kai very zai. haiz. then see them doing the new dance all very nice, but then i think i cmi.

life's busy. and i can only go on being happy. wear a smile.

smile always,
angela.







"wo3 jing4 ran2 mei2 you3 diao4 tou2, zui4 can2 ren3 de4 na4 yi2 ke4 jing4 jing4 kan4 ni2 zhou3. yi4 dian3 dou1 bu2 xiang4 wo3 -- yuan2 lai2 ren2 hui4 bian4 de2 wen1 rou2 shi4 tou4 che4 de4 dong3 le..."